My brother and sister in law have lived with me for the last 6 yrs, gratefully for me now.  My brother died of a heart attack on Xmas eve, suddenly.  My sister in law and I are devastated. but  my other  problem is all I want to do is smoke smoke smoke, it is what got me here in the first place.  I know I should throw out the few I have i the house but I can't....

Any suggestions from anyone?

Thank you and happy new year to all, you have been such a help to me